i can pass it!

i've looked at my blog, how random is it! its mixed like fruit which want to make a juice, but it's oke. i'm not a good writer enough for bloging but i enjoy to do it. well, i wanna share about somethin basiclly i'd like to tell about anything even it's not important because i just give a space for my self who want heard with other though just from blog.

Firstly, let me tell about sad story for this month. only this month okay? i cut my relationship. anyway we'll be fine and still be friend foreva, while i feel lost. like somethin appear and i dont know what is it. i think i'll good enough to face it, maybe i wrong. totally wrong. firstly i'm feel sad, there was memory from the past back to my mind. the previous thing remind me and it make me getting worse. But it's oke, surely i can pass it maybe i need a few days for treat my hurt feeling and stop listening about 'fucking' love song -.-

Secondly, i do my internship and spend my holiday. and not as same as i expected that my dormitory it's not good enough i think. i even can't smile and laugh. that condition pressure me, i feel not good adding with my 'room mate'. but thank you for your togetherness and your kindness. Just in room beside me (thank you chan, mbong, ri) who return my happiness so i can laugh and free to be myself.

Thirdly, where will i spend my holiday next?